Numbers Say a Lot

I don't think I was ready for the measurements that came up tonight. I mean mine, not anyone else's. I am bigger than I thought or ever expected to be. I realize this is going to be a day to day challenge for me and sometimes moment by moment.

I need to do this in a way that is going to be doable for the rest of my life. Not some drastic changes that I cannot follow through on. I am thankful that my mom and sister have joined me in this, because I don't think I could do it alone. I also don't think I can do it without depending on the Lord each day for endurance and strength to make the right choices each day.  This is a team effort.